push me and then just touch me

school! i’ve attended 3 days of it..
gotta know my group ( lik the class)
we did nude model drawin on the v first lesson of drawin
nice~
we’ve ta take up literature
there’s tis 3D,4D course..
n more

u know i find everythin fresh
even if its foundation drawin wich
we sorta did back in the poly days..
n lik 4D is a bit lik design thinkin..
but im okay with the curriculum..
im jus not okay with the quality

zzz.
yesterday in 3D class i nearly flipped n walked out
im not okay starting frm ground zero
i feel old i feel an urgent need to be ready for the industry
if not preparation than @ least make me feel challenged
i mean i want peer competition i want intense quest for DESIGN
im not here to be deemed as an infant anymore
i believe the 3 yrs of design in poly meant smth!

i dont see myself toppin the class
im jus not that sort
i’ll try my best, yes. but i WANT competition tooooo~

zzz. there’s a major crisis (soon to be)
cause of tis revelation
fff huh?

stil im doin what i can ta make tis work..
i’ll certainly stay til the end of sem
i wont be breakin the news yet
i’ll get my portfolio out n apply for the
spring or summer intake overseas..
if i dont getta go,
i’ll probably start working.

thats the big o plan.
im not crazy guys
pls say u understand.