i am sorry

for i didn’t bother to call
didn’t take the initiative to ask you out
didn’t make the effort to set aside time
neglected your presence
ignored messages..
never wrote you back..
hai.

all in all, been a very lousy horrifying friend

this is the sincere apology ive to offer
i don’t know how much time we’ve left
cause i know school is about to begin since
summer is gonna pass us by..
n i still don’t know how when we’re gonna meet
but trust me, i will try
school is taking its toll on me
ive been so annoyed by it
sometimes i sit n jus stare @ my assignments
with zero energy/enthusiasm left

god, do i try to keep up with the workload
i dont see why they gotta work us so hard..
n its stupid to complain
cause i know if i put in more
i can finish em all n i can travel out of tis pulau ntu
meet my dear friends and not have to bear tis guilt
for it is killin me to know

i didnt meet you that night
i havent seen you much all summer
i didnt hang with you often enough n your flying off!
i still havent caught up and told u bout the states
ohmygosh.

i’m sorry again,

before you leave
we have to meet..