to polar bear

last summer came and gone
for a long time i couldnt forget and leave behind stuff,
esp bout feelings n people
it was amazin
n that lingering caused me much madness, as usual

nostalgia ya.

swiftly things took a turn
and new exciting moments begin occurring over n over again
take this summer for example,
it was as amazin
if not more

ive learnt to let go more
to protect myself and to control
for many times, emotions overwhelm
n i know all these wont be possible
as in this very second of contentment would not have been felt
if i had not gone through every single period of crappiness
n i dare say throughout most parts of this summer
a very big man has been standing next to me
he holds my hands tightly n with that faith
of him in me
im also grew bigger