i’m not sorry yet

the greatest of all idealist thinks the world is rainbows,sunflowers,stars and smiley faces..
boy does she adores stars especially the ones which provide much guidance as she cant stand dark nights. these stars they provide the warmth she needs, however small its source its comfort she seeks, never the size matters.

she places love above all else but its really her dreams that stood first. remember the greatest of all idealist she is. love has failed her cus its two sided nature whereas dreams, she keeps building her castles in the air and they become neverending..

then one day it hit her, her castles were so high up she couldnt find the tip, maybe there is no end. boy oh boy she panicks, the greatest of all idealist realises she wants knowledge, she needs to know where dreams lead to for in the world she is born into, everyone has to die. every story ends.

despair and fear cast their dark shadows over her pretty perfect view. it is all block now and her vision turns blurry and sometimes ugly creatures appear.. help me, save me cries the nearly greatest of all idealist.

no one hears her for she was such an idealist she forgot that smiley faces require bodies too, those faces didnt have a soul neither did they transform into beings. she lived in a place no breathing things existed.

then jus as suddenly as it all begins,
silence
stood
still